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Tigerguru800
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I was brought into the BK’s at I think about 8 years old , I am now 50 by my mother.. I have travelled to Mt Abu twice throughout my early years. I was a practicing BK until mid to late teens and during those formative years leaving early childhood I started to really struggle with the natural desire to find a girlfriend and enjoy the natural desire for intimacy.. This has been one of the most destructive forces that has followed me throughout my life , I still struggle within emotionally and spiritually with intimacy .. I never ever had any inclination that the BK was/is can be described as Cult until I was doing a medical rotation through a Melbourne psychiatric facility and sat in on a woman who quite mentally ill however she kept referring to the BK’s.. I was blown away , I mean all I knew all I was indoctrinated in was peace and love , I started at 8 I knew nothing else.. Even now when I recall the majority of the time I get an overwhelming feeling of inner peace from the meditations I experienced... So I guess I learned the peace of meditation , however now I’m learning more of the actual organisation I want to discover more and hear from likeminded people that may have had similar experiences to my own..
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