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short description of interest in joining forum:
Reading and joining this forum helps me to leave behind my BK life, get free of my fears and restart again my life. I've left de BK more or less one year ago after 11 years of being a dedicated BK, dedicated student en teacher. For the last 6 years of my BK life, my life became a life of struggle, I started to have questions, doubts and at the same time I was fighting myself because of having those doubts. I started to become depressed and full of fears. I though I would get crazy if I would make a choice to go out. Now even after a year I still feel not totally free. My life is shadowed by fears as a result of 11 years of subtle mental and psychological threatenings of "brain wash". Reading this forum helps me to recognise the mental damage it brough, helps me to go through it knowing that I am not alone with this feelings or got crazy, but that what I feel is common and well known within the ex-BKs. It helps me to look more objectief to the BK and to realise that it is possibly a sect. I want to get informed over the latest developments in the BK and if needed be able to help others that like me suffers under the consequences of the suble mental threatenings under the name of knowledge and love for Baba.
Thank you for sharing your experiences and information.

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