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Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

08 Jul 2019

Sudesh asked somebody not to conduct meditation because she was menstruating ?? That's something new to me also. What if that Sister never spoke about it to anybody? Some women find these few days very painful so it becomes apparent. And there were also some who faked it to escape the chores ... We ...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

04 Jul 2019

I thought I would drop in to say that I am doing very well. I have now been out of the BKs fror more than 2 years. Fully healed and content. Nothing evil has happened. Maya did not bite me or eat me. I have a good job, nice friends and a loving family. Replying to ex-l's question on body hair - when...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

01 May 2018

Hi. I hope you all are doing well. I thought it will be nice to post the readers of this thread about how my life has been going on. I left the surrendered life in June 2017 but continued going to the center in the new city (I went to because my new job required me to shift). I saw the same corrupti...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

20 Sep 2017

Correction to the above

Since I am UNABLE to wake up at Amrit Vela any more..

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

20 Sep 2017

Hello everyone, I have been largely doing very well. But I got drawn to the local center inspite of knowing the truth, the reality, the cover-ups. I reasons for getting pulled towards BK center again- 1. I felt lonely without any family or friends in the new city. 2. There was no alloted time,space ...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

09 Jun 2017

I left the center for the second time a few days ago ... This time it did not feel tough because I had seen how the "love" of the Sisters changed when they felt I was of no use to them! I am sure this will keep me away forever. I have joined a NGO doing real service to mankind - taking car...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

01 Jun 2017

The last month at the center has been an eye opener!! I knew the system is dishonest, corrupt but still at the bottom of the heart I believed that I have received a lot of love from BKs ... I am glad I woke up to the reality. I could not sleep properly at night since amongst so many Sisters living a...
Mann

Re: Is there some legal action to take against the BKs?

17 May 2017

Fearless soul, I agree with what Zenobia has written about the culture of lying and hypocrisy at the centers. BTW, Gita is very experienced member of the BKs (more than 40yrs as a BK). They all are ignoring you in different ways based on their personalities. Don't waste time in calling them. Approac...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

17 May 2017

Thanks for reading my story and replying too ... How kind ! Sometimes I wonder if leaving or trying to The Knowledge is good idea. It can be used like a drug, to make you happy instantly without the side-effects of the addictions. I can pick and choose what I like in BKism. May be this is the right ...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

13 May 2017

I am sometimes on this end and on other times on the other extreme end ... the pendulum swings too much in my case to either extremes. Sometimes I feel all this BK propaganda is huge lie ... God will never speak in this way. At other times, especially if I am surrounded by the BKs in meditation or w...

Re: BK Shivani Verma - exploring the truth behind the name

04 May 2017

I have from the others Sisters who knew Shivani personally that her parents were in BKism since she was a kid. Her mother and maternal grandmother did try to push her into it but she was not interested. Though on the days that she came to the centre like good "brain washed" drones, she bro...
Mann

Re: Madhuban and BapDada Milan Experience

23 Apr 2017

The last Baba Milan which was on 10th April was cancelled because Gulzar was sick so she couldn't make it to Abu, so What did the clowns at Madhuban do? They replayed an older video of previous Milan which was telecasted live on pmtv too. The video had BapDada address the same parties (Andhra & ...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

18 Apr 2017

I came across this website just 3 months after I came into the 'Gyan' in 2012. It was an eye-opener that the 'high' I was on is common but soon there was a voice telling me reading this website is Maya ... That these people were frustrated with the hypocrisy of half-baked Brahmins but in their anger...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

14 Apr 2017

Yes, I know I have a lot of options out there.I had almost forgotten that most of the members on this forum are not Indians though more than 90% of BKs are Indians ... It's not easy to switch careers here. But, yes, with determined thought you can do anything ... I would like to help people. This is...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

11 Apr 2017

The honest confession is, the life at the center seems to provide some luxuries without actually slogging out in the corporate world. One has to be very rich or have a highly paying job to avail of something similar in a normal environment. Thanks Pink for pointing out that ..." the dialogue is...
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