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sakaash

Re: What if God doesn't exist ?

01 May 2008

Hi Bansy, I am going through some similar thinking at the moment, I started the topics in the Newcomer section "Is this the end?" and "Mukrimata". I read your ideas with much interest, I shudder to think that there is no God! Even though I struggle with the idea of faith, I "...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

01 May 2008

Thank you Ms Orange for your hug ... I posted my latest on the topic "Is this the end?" and I would love to have your advice ... I think I need positivity around me at the moment ... thank you for yours!
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

01 May 2008

Hi Alladin, Your words really struck home for me ... even though I had a hard time getting to sleep last night I got up for class this morning. Offering Bhog seemed like a ritual. I had my questions about that when I first witnessed it and I still do, but today after the Murli, I asked a question in...
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

30 Apr 2008

So, I am here again, cannot get to sleep with all this on my mind. I've turned into a bit of a miserable twat! And that is only after a short time of facing this thing head on. How long is this gonna go on for? Couldn't even make dinner tonight ... settled for chips instead. So much for eating only ...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

30 Apr 2008

ex-l - you sound like a real joker ... keeping it light also works for me ... :).

tete - thanks for the cyber hug - very much appreciated!
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

30 Apr 2008

Paul and Ms Orange seem to be on my wavelength today ... I have done a lot of questioning, and as ex-l rightfully says, I did read about the early days of the BKs. I will not kid myself about the doubts that I have about this. At the same time, I know I have to be able to get some good out of this. ...
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

30 Apr 2008

OK ... so I am on my lunch break and my mind drifted over here again. I thought of the children being brought up in Yoga and I remember as a child being taught the course. I was soooo confused. I had dreams about Brahma Baba and was treated very special by SS's. I had so many questions but they were...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

30 Apr 2008

Thank you ex-l for the first giggle of my day!
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

30 Apr 2008

So she's asking a non-BK for the money now? What on earth is going on? I made my decision about putting money into this last night and I think I made the right decision ... I will put the money away for my dependents (close family)! So in case the world does not end in 2036, I'll be able to help the...
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

30 Apr 2008

Hi ex-l - you jogged my memory about a Sisters centre that was burgled and when they spoke with Dadi Janki about it - they were told that they were not having enough Yoga. Not sure if that was the correct thing to say or not, I guess I saw that as they were to blame, just as with any and everything ...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

30 Apr 2008

Thank you Ms Orange, feels like I do have friends here, even in such a short space of time. I did go to class this morning the SS was not there, so I did not have to face her "scowling drishti". Instead another member read Murli and I listened, for a moment I forgot all this and felt mysel...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

29 Apr 2008

Thank you Sarah and others, I cannot get to sleep! I keep thinking of my BK journey, picking it apart in my head. The faces of Sister Jayanti, Dadi Janki and Dadi Gulzar, the drishti, the silence, the experiences in Baba's room in Oxford. How come I never felt comfortable with saying the word Baba? ...
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

29 Apr 2008

Hi everyone, Thank you all sooo much for your kind words and support, to answer Mr Greens' question, I did the course when I was quite young and then again about 3 years ago, the teachings never left me though, I've been kind of practicing a yogi way of life before I came into Yoga - no meat, alcoho...
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

29 Apr 2008

Thank you ex-l, I will give this some time as you suggest...thanks again.
sakaash

Re: Is this the end?

29 Apr 2008

God this hurts too much! What do I do with this ring?!! Do I just stop going to the centre?! What if I am wrong about all this? Is this Maya testing me?
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