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malachiel

Re: Chanelling Entities

27 Jul 2007

What position does, say, an intellectual or philosopher within the family have? They are more likely to be minimized as a danger and their thoughts dismissed as manmat whereas the most garbled and imaginative "trance messages" be hailed at God's emmissions. In other words, another Papacy....
malachiel

26 Jul 2007

Lesson 8: Manipulation: Criticism over service. Lesson 9: Regarding the shame, guilt, anger, punishment and deception, and addressing the suicide issue. Lesson 10: Redefining you relationship with the Divine By the way, the Secret dvd has plenty of rosicrucian and hermetic elements, some of them li...
malachiel

26 Jul 2007

I've regained it ... That's why I am part of the forum. I have the honor and the privilege to be responsible for my own happiness. And I am getting good at it ... :D.
malachiel

Re: no way out from what?

25 Jul 2007

The realization that I was dysfunctional in many ways when I came into Gyan and that these psyc defects, are still all there and maybe have been hidden or even enhanced whilst giving my mind to the BK organisation. I am starting to make a list: - Need for a spiritual real warm family to belong to, ...
malachiel

Greetings everyone.

25 Jul 2007

Here is my story: I had very low self-esteem when I was a kid. I could get grades, I could put adults in my pockets, but I could not make friends my age, or could not keep them once I had made friends. I was in high school (3rd grade) when I first had my BK course. Can you imagine? From close to zer...
malachiel

I remember that....

25 Jul 2007

I was told first that I should not try trance all, that it was impure and dangerous, that there was a safer and more effective way to meet Baba in the meditative state. I was also told that the people with the closest connection with ShivBaba were the people in India, and they alone would form the c...
malachiel

Purity ...

25 Jul 2007

Purity, to me, was a bunch a rules, that I had to follow while I was in it ... Beyond just the sexual contact, or any contact for the matter, it meant continually ignoring the body of the person facing me, wich makes it quite difficult, especially when you're becoming a nurse ... :D. Purity now, is ...
malachiel

Re: What do I believe in?

25 Jul 2007

Welcome to the forum malachiel and thanks for your first post. Very interesting nick. Mere "coincidence" or deliberately and implicitly Nuwaubian? Answer not at all necessary as I am fully content with the chance your arrival on the forum gave me to investigate and learn a few bits and pi...
malachiel

What do I believe in?

20 Jul 2007

I believe in the divine, in general, the one that enhances the best human quality, the one that is undeniable. I believe in the unity of the male and the female but then, now that I think of it, I have never experienced being both in my meditation ... The God I believe in is both male and female. It...
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