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sakaash

Is this the end?

29 Apr 2008

I've spent all day reading through this forum, I feel exhausted and drained, my mind is a mess, I am a mess. I never thought I'd get caught up in something like this. I think my gut had the correct feeling all along, how can I stay with the BKs now? where do I go from here? I cannot leave but I cann...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

29 Apr 2008

Thank you bkti-pit, you sure do sound like a very strong and stable minded person. Unfortunately, I don't think I am, when I went to Madhuban, I did so much soul searching, I "confessed" everything in this life to "God" with the thinking that I was really opening my heart to &quo...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

29 Apr 2008

Hi ex-l, Thank you for your words, I think I am in the middle of some kind of mental, emotional, spiritual upheaval. I know this started out as a question about whether or not to donate some cash to the BKs but it has turned into something more over the past few days. I went to class this morning an...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

28 Apr 2008

Thanks for that Bansy. You know the "element of begging" thing is what got to me, it was the first time I heard this type of thing in Yoga. I expressed this to someone at the time and was told that Dadi Janki was with family and who better to ask for money other than family! I felt bad tha...
sakaash

Re: MukriMata

28 Apr 2008

Thank you all sooooo much for making me feel welcome ... bkti-pit, I did not want my questioning to force anyone to think about their involvement with the BKs. Honestly, I cannot shake the guilt for posting on here in the first place ... and it makes me shudder to think that I may be part of what ma...
sakaash

Mukhri Mata funding

28 Apr 2008

Hello everyone, cannot believe I am writing on here ... it feels like I shouldn't but, I've been reading a lot of the threads, and there are a lot of like minded people on here. Anyway, I guess I'll give a brief intro of myself ... I took the course when I was very young ... I stopped for a few year...
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