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adikarisoul

05 Jul 2007

Thank you Abek and Alladin. Maybe Alladin is right and what blocks me from having again a contact with God is a subtle but intense feeling of not being worthy anymore to have the right to feel His loving presence but only His Dharamraj-side. At the beginnig of my ex-BK life I did not feel that bad. ...
adikarisoul

Post-BK Quicksand

05 Jul 2007

I do not think the leadership of the BKWSU had a right to destroy people's lives on the basis of their "Destruction in 2 years" mania. It is another think that makes me think the spirit behind that particular message was not God. Indeed, not even that enlightened a being. Since 10 months ...
adikarisoul

18 May 2007

arjun wrote:The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.

Thanks so much Arjun bhaiji,

I was deeply moved by the story you shared and at the end ... I had tears in my eyes.

Yaad Pyaar

08 May 2007

He did this because of a relationship he was in ended and also because of the BK knowledge that The Cycle of 5000 years repeats eternally. He'd asked me for help and guidance at the time and in my BK blindness at the time I simply handed him the book Adi Dev to read, telling him it would help him n...
adikarisoul

Re: ..

03 May 2007

Hey, Bansy, I am an old fashioned Sister :? and the Cinderella sanskars still lingers!! :lol:. Seriously now, I miss a sense of belonging, I am not married, no kids and now no boyfriend, and no ex-BKs around here. Sometimes is not easy to fit in with "society" ... does anyone feel the sam...

06 Apr 2007

I asked him what will he do if he finds out what he is doing is not true. He said it just had to be right. If it did not work out, he would drink himself to death. I have tried everything, said everything, but nothing works. I have even said mean and nasty pointed things, and even though they hurt ...
adikarisoul

29 Mar 2007

The word "VIP" is so ego and body conscious. A soul is a soul is a soul. Dear, oh dear. How this word managed to get used in the BK world. I wonder if anyone of you did ever feel the same regarding the growing importance of "the VIPs service". Often I thought it was just an excu...

28 Mar 2007

The energy release that accompanied the meetings with Baba, which is at the heart of Madhuban fascinated me. What I think was uniformly conveyed, was that the energy was unequivocally benevolent. If you had even a glimpse, then surely you should treasure that, for it is far more than most ever enco...
adikarisoul

Re: God Men

27 Mar 2007

Maybe that explains two things that are currently happening. Firstly, Gulzar is only channeling Lehkraj, as the PBKs say, and secondly, it explains why the BKs themselves are so tied up in Bhakti worship of Lehkraj, with pictures of him in all the centres and in every room at Madhuban. Maybe the Se...
adikarisoul

25 Mar 2007

I am aware that there is a trend amongst ex-cult members, of which I consider myself to be, to re-invent and justify one's life mistakes by blaming the cult. They call it the "apostate". I hope that I do not here and remain fairly honest. IDEM :roll: :roll: I joined the BK because I was s...
adikarisoul

21 Mar 2007

I read somewhere in Purity magazine that 52 years on, a large delegation of that Japanese sect Ananai-Kyo visited Om Shanti Retreat Centre in Delhi in 2006. I was in Madhuban in February 2006 and the Delegation of Ananai-Kyo sect spent a few days there too. There was a lady (wearing a nice beautifu...

21 Mar 2007

I believe a higher state of consciousness and well being can be had through purity. So for me it is about energy and with the loss of energy the other vices can come into play easier. ... In Christianity they say that if you don't become like children (i.e. pure) you'll never enter God's kingdom I ...
adikarisoul

21 Mar 2007


Thank you driedexbk.

I just cannot believe it!!! It's become a market for buying ready-made knowledge ...

Oh my God!

Adikarisoul

Who is really causing defamation of the Father?

17 Mar 2007

As regards the meaning of the word, it has been given in the Murli extract quoted by you which says "Some perform wrong actions under the influence of lust or anger, and cause defamation of Baba and so they experience punishment." Who is really causing defamation of the Father? The one th...

17 Mar 2007

I do not believe for one moment that if god exists that he considers I have 'divorced' him, or that I am a traitor. If God does believe this, then I don't need him . God can see what's in your heart ... and we can feel it through your words. BK Jayanti unfortunately (for her) cannot ... Trust your ...
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