Thanks so much Pink Panther ... I see diligent perseverance is exactly what is needed. I can see what you mean by being on "the fringe". It also not only as you say need to examine the hypocrisy surrounding that position ... but its' also a lot of added turmoil one foot in/one foot out and...
"The conditioning is long and deep; further ingrained by our desire to grow closer to Him" ... this touches me to the core. It is why I stay; why I cannot leave; yet I am also struck by, "God is not the property of any organization and "does the analogy of feet stuck in sticky g...
I have no way of knowing what each ones titles were. What I witnessed and heard said, was both money to promote and there was enough given, as said, to cover whatever ... whatever ... expenses they incurred. Some I saw and was familiar with was American dollars, Rupees, and some other currency I did...
I hope you are right, GuptaRati ... I don't as yet see any of that happening ... the pull is too strong. Trying replacement strategies at the moment ...
I don't know how many Ex-I; but there are a great many at Godlywood studios ... A year ago I was there and it was enormous amount of work going on. They have a lot of freedom from both Dadi Janki and Jayantibhen ... they make a lot of their own decisions and there is a lot of jealousy present when I...
I am stunned right now; I don't even know what to say to all of you. I feel like I've turned myself inside out and lost a big part of myself for almost a decade now ... as well as effects on others. For Zenobia ... Madhuban has a huge, powerful media dept. They are well compensated for their work .....
I've had experiences like Mr. Green; many ... some in Madhuban ... that were profound, and many back home in the USA at the centers. Since I am feeling more and more apart from BK life, I seem to have more and more trouble with meditating ... which has never been before. Perhaps it is what has been ...
Ex-I, I think you have hit the nail on the head in that regard. Many, including myself, were quite shaken by what I have found here on this site and I've only just begun. I am private and am even amazed at myself for joining in on the discussions. It has been extremely difficult. Sometimes the confu...
No ... this particular Sister is Caucasian. She has been here going back and forth trying to get a green card ... she says she is allowed to stay for a short period of time, but now that is changing. She has been trying for a permanent visa for a long time. There was a thought at one time that she w...
Ex-I ... There is a lot of trouble getting visas right at this time. Some are going through Canada and, yes, they are requesting visa on a religious visa ... I don't know if it's a religious worker visa. The one Sister has spent this past year trying to obtain hers with an attorney's assistance. She...
Thank you ex-I. I am intrigued following your posts and learning an extraordinary amount of misguided information that I was fed by Western BKs and Madhuban. I come from the West and, yes, I've seen large sums of money handled in cash to be brought to centers and oversees. I was accompanying other B...
Such is the talk of many, search. Many BKs rail against Trump; yet they are supported by the US government, come from other countries, accept Medicaid, and other free sources ... as well as being supported as niwassis in centers by local and far contributions. I have been told by some, that they don...