Why is he still so damned nice to me if he wants to be detached? Seeing that over and over again, also that I misinterpretate, talk on the forum and giving him all this problem-talk at lunch. jannisder, is he vegetarian? on one level you are suffering from a problem many women tend to suffer from. ...
I went to see an old friend of mine today who is still a BK. After chatting to her about how the whole history of the organisation has been fabricated, she politely asked me to stop trying to save her. At that moment I felt sad and knew I couldn't help her anymore ... only she can do that now. Asto...
Well, I thought I was on my own with this but seems to be a fair few of us around. My weekend went from bad to worse to OK ... this is how it is living with him. I feel like I am walking on egg shells waiting for the next outburst, I mean they are supposed to be peace loving, but how he turns is na...
Yes, I suppose thinking their human founder was God for the first 18 years counts as a little slip up ... as with WWII being Destruction. My mother has worked in the primary school system for 35 years. She was horrified when I told her about LVP and luckily was unfamiliar with it in her school. She ...
What does it mean? I do not mind to talk about here in public. Its means some people are getting hurt and others barred for life from Raja Yoga centers, I think. The Shiv Shakti Army runs its own secret service and propaganda wings. But if there is real fear, I'd rather it was out in the open, docu...
Edited in the U.K. Nothing personal towards you but it has gone through at least two editors before it got to that book, one in Abu and one in London. I am still looking for evidence of the miraculous change in The Knowledge and don't trust the organization's re-writers. 1958 is getting closer. I d...
Being labelled as third class citizen, or "sans papier" immigrant, by the KKK worked wonders in my case. I am not passing judgement on individual cases but my hunch is the organization has or is playing with immigrations laws All part of that ambiguity of ... is it a religion ... is it a ...
Prajapati means husband of the world. He becomes this later. First he becomes Prajapita, Father of the world. Both are not for Brahma Baba. He became famous as Brahma later on. Initially, he is not a leading personality in the Yagya. He himself says in the Murlis ”we thought (me – Brahma Baba and O...
Thanks Bansy and ex-l, if I go to the center now, and you are suggesting I talk to the other people there, not the Senior Sister? I most certainly will do that but I have problems doing that just now at this very point in time because I am too emotional and not going to be a my sharpest intellectua...
You should go to the centre and tell the people there. You can make your decision then. Be sure there are several people to listen to you. Ha! Bansy had the same thought as I did as I was spellchecking my post above. If what Bansy means is take someone with you to act as a witness, I would agree st...
Talk about psychosis! ... Oh, and he also told me he didnt have the time to go to a therapist. There wasn't enough time and his problem was spiritual. I would like to add a interpretation of what he means by "there wasn't enough time". On the basis of my own experience, I would say this i...
Let's start writing and sending emails to the globe. I think that is a good idea. It would be good for the BKs to know that they cannot pull the wool over others eyes. One thing that strikes me as important is to remind the Brahma-kumaris of their legal duties. Their "Duty of Care" as it ...
I was just following up from a point I raised early that somewhere around the time of 1950 the Yagya was broke. Destruction was expected to happen within one year of 1949 and did not. It is said that a donation helped the Brahma-kumaris survive and I found this quote here ; In 1951, on invitation fr...
I had always hoped that the BKs would transform into a more openly communicating community. It is a pleasure and fulfilling in a different way to find a sense of open community here. I am much happier to be helping people who are struggling at the fringes of the group, to have them for my family, t...