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onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

29 Nov 2016

I do apologise to those of a sensitive, politically correct disposition but this where the saying, "if you wanna hide something from a n1gga; put it in a book" can be trotted out. ex-l if ALL folks realised that they have a vested interested in finding out what lay behind the looking glass...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

So really, my personal journey out of being a BK is not an easy one because there appears to be no comfort any where. But nowadays when I have any spare time, I like to read history books going as far back as I can find. I take the Romans and Greeks with a pinch of salt because their story is one of...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

In other words I am starting to ask myself whether we humans will only come upon any so-called THE TRUTH purely by accident and via a route that is more individual than it is about congregation. On this particular part of my journey I have found myself shaking my head in total disbelief. It is like ...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

These are some of the reasons why I couldn't really care about BK lunacy because actually am beginning to wonder if we are all really in a lunatic asylum. Seems to me like one of our biggest failings is that we are largely educated NOT to ask any questions about stuff we are told in school or Univer...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

I read in the manner that i used to read the Murli for I was studying after all hahahaha and I started to feel that sharpness return to my intellect. Automatically knowing what point to pursue or to sit quietly to ponder upon. One of the first things that hit me like a ton of bricks was the creation...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

I interpret the above as my arriving at a point where I finally started to seek out and commune with my own mysterious version of the Creator. Not the church's, not the BKWSU's, not the myriad versions I had read in the Gita, the koran etc etc but just me and the Creator, one on one, directly person...

Onvalianthorwatch - BKs, the UN and the New World Order

29 Nov 2016

Sometime back ex-l let on that he or she had done some leg work on my chosen nick :shock: and someone else might have tried to draw me out on the topic of et's or some such ;) . As far I can tell the 'symbolism' that goes hand-in-hand with a thing is just as important as the thing itself but sometim...

Onvalianthorwatch: "On the Death & Dying of my BK facade"

29 Nov 2016

One of the pivotal moments upon which I found myself running for the exit was a meeting my senior BK contact in which I was advised to take some time out, go on a spiritual retreat and enter into a sort of confessional (in writing) with Baba. I did the exact opposite, i.e. I ran away from the BKWSU ...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

29 Nov 2016

This topic is digging deeper and deeper and revealing interesting synchronicities. Within the 14 hours or so I spent about 3 of them acquainting myself with the Aghori saduhus of India. Gupta, it appears that your background is quite an interesting mixture and would make an interesting study all by ...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

29 Nov 2016

Good suggestion ex-l. Hi Pink, as I said, I don't really regret my time as a BK; and back then I was not equipped to ask the questions I am now wondering about, nor would Gyan have offered any answers. Anyway I do believe that it is all for a reason, and I have recently started to see my life histor...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

28 Nov 2016

I admire and congratulate [you] for trying ... but, especially, trying to get up to speed from your sleepy sojourn in BKism. If you find any definite answer, please let us all know. And, more to the point, especially if you work out how not to be depressed or dejected at what you find ... ...I have...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

28 Nov 2016

I go all sort of blank and lost when I try to get my head around the paradox you refer to. I have only recently - in the last two months - started to follow a reading path that is uncovering it and 'understatement' would do no justice when i say that it all leaves me numb & dumbfounded inside. W...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

27 Nov 2016

Alabama the state in which Tuskegee is located is in the Bible Belt. Many African Americans are Christ followers. The paradox for many in the African diaspora is accommodating the historical Jesus with roots in ancient Egypt and Jesus in the Bibles created by Paul and other ancient and middle aged ...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

27 Nov 2016

I find your last two sentences very,very interesting though some might say that thinking of a cover-up might be signs that one is falling foul to conspiracy theories. As for me, I have recently found a lot of my prior worldview coming under heavy reassessment as I might have said elsewhere, I finall...
onthor

Young, Gifted & Black in the BKWSU ...

27 Nov 2016

This is all so strange - and I am mad - but by now anyone reading the garbage I write will be well aware of this. So, GuptaRati 6666 shared about Tuskagee which prompted me to go get myself an education. Amongst other things I discovered that amongst the list of named people from Tuskagee are folks ...
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