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Re: Spiritual growth & relationship with Baba/God after BK

29 Nov 2017

Thank you for that ex-I ... it is quite sobering. Yes, I suppose as everything else is, it is a process too ... but I think when you say "as long as you ACTUALLY grow, age or progress" ... is also sobering to think if one goes backwards. Do you really find that the further you are away (de...
Maui

Re: What is a Cult?

28 Nov 2017

PP ... I just finished watching "Louis Theroux: My Scientology Movie" and there was this part in it where the man you left after 27 years told Louis and the others while making the documentary, to NOT look at Hubbard's picture and NOT to say anything towards him. He explained why and they ...

Re: Spiritual growth & relationship with Baba/God after BK

28 Nov 2017

What a realization ... I know it's already been said; but how can I, or anyone, have thought this was God ... whatever, whomever, or perhaps nothing, is being "channeled" has caused so much harm. You say to start with this ... my idea, belief of God was totally replaced with their own idea...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

26 Nov 2017

Absolutely correct PP, on all counts; and the relationships continue re: Florida. It has also been my experience about the stark comparison you described between those donating money vs. those giving all time and energy. I have found it over the years disgusting and have grown to have great disdain ...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

25 Nov 2017

I know 3 surrendered souls who are quite influential. One is quite the opportunist here in the USA and does quite well financially ... does not let others know how she is "supplied" with money. I know this one's donor ... another is in Europe and travels extensively with Yagya monies, howe...

Re: What is the proof that we are on the right path?

25 Nov 2017

ex-I ... wow ... this path killed, no - nearly killed ... what I loved most. It has attempted to take my God, my family, my profession, my health, my money, and my soul. All for ... a sense of love? Belonging? Service of God? FAMILY??
Maui

Re: Megan and Grace Phelps Leave Westboro Church

25 Nov 2017

I have also heard some "high ranking Western BKs " refer to her intellect also as "supremely political" ... she clearly understands how and what to say and how to manipulate. As far as authenticity, I think I agree to a certain extent. It has been so with me and others I have als...
Maui

Re: What is a Cult?

25 Nov 2017

I almost feel that when I am talking with someone very pukka (as I am known to be), there is a mind control going on where I can now be detached (sometimes) and almost watching ... it is especially difficult to talk on a rational level. They are operating according to a different set of criteria tha...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

17 Nov 2017

Thank you ex-I and Pink Panther for constructing and formulating this forum. I have shown this to another BK who has now become an avid reader and we are keeping up a dialogue weekly re: all we are finding. Becoming free feels like going forward a step, and 20 back, even when I think I've come so fa...
Maui

Re: Leaving three kids

07 Nov 2017

Although this thread is 10 yrs. old, my heart aches reading and seeing it. I have seen so much of what I thought was profound love within particular Indian families; protecting their children while all the while many were brought to the center, some under duress. I recently had a conversation with a...
Maui

Re: BKs Prove Dadi Janki's Mind Power is Ordinary

06 Nov 2017

Yogamaya ... I think I could see that Dadi Gulzar also brings money/cash to India. I've seen Mohini do it; but I find your example of "losing money" both unbelievable and disgusting at the same time. How could people be so gullible with what Vedanti says, yet I may apologetically have to a...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

01 Nov 2017

I am awed by the above 2 posts Pink Panther and ex-I. I have read and re-read them and such clarity and realizations of what I have done and what I need to start doing now. These thoughts are very practical and what I need right now is no emotional connection with Baba, any BK etc and begin down the...
Maui

Re: Signs and Warnings of Mind Control

30 Oct 2017

I see what you mean PP. I have heard, when in Florida, that Denise had some kind of trouble in Germany and had to leave. She was aligned/friends with Tamasin and Robin and her last class I had read somewhere she stated about big changes in the Yagya and things were happening now. Have no idea where ...
Maui

Re: BKs Prove Dadi Janki's Mind Power is Ordinary

30 Oct 2017

ex-I ... Different people on different occasions. Once I traveled with my center-in-charge and she was carrying her own amount. Upon arrival at Gyan Syrover, she asked me for it. At that time I was carrying $5,000 US currency. Another time, I was to meet someone, a Brother, at Global Hospital ... an...

Re: Experiences of those surrendered, living at the center?

30 Oct 2017

Still reeling from that encounter ... but thanks so much for your support everyone. It actually helps in my need to go forward and become un-entangled. I know that the pull is still strong for me for some reason. I've told my friend this morning that I am not going to Madhuban this year and he said ...
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