I think that you should serious consider your input to this forum. Twice now I have seen you make quite nasty and immature attacks on others regarding living with their mothers etc, John and Arjun.
You are capable of good and BK related thought but you seem to want to go off on and start a dozen new topics about nothing which could easily have been incorporated into old related topics or on what I can only guess is drug fuelled rants ... I mean, what the hell is all this conspiracy stuff and what how does it relate to the BKWSU?
I think if you are bored you ought to go off and make mischief elsewhere ... start up a personal blog or something ...
Some personal stuff about the person who sent it to me that I won't share and then it continues with:
If you have spare time and want to help, ask the admins what you can do ... but I think you have to step back and think about the overall effect you are having on the forum right now. Obviously the BKWSU want to discredit this site right now ... are you trying to help them? ...
Now mind you this came from a 'friend' from this forum. Don't ya hate it when your 'friends' turn on you when they don't like what they see. I am all to familiar with it happening to me. After my first NDE I lost about 99% of my 'friends' just cause I wasn't what I used to be and changed, revealed a deeper truer part of me, or wasn't their drinking buddy anymore because I had to deal with personal problems.
Anyways I changed and went through some seriously lonely and painful times. But I did not die or kill myself, I carried on fighting for truth, for freedom, for what I believed to be true. I eventually made new 'friends' and thought things would get better. Then I joined the BKWSU. Same happened again when I joined the BKs, 99% of my 'friends' thought I lost it and let me know sometimes with ex stream disregard, sometimes with just not being around anymore. I kept to what I believed in and decided that believing in the BKWSU was the best thing for me to do at that point in life.
Well, I think you get what I am saying. Same happened again when I left the BKWSU. My state and speed of spiritual transformation has gotten more intense as time has moved on. This same cycle actually started to happen more frequently, it was like I was constantly being tested between staying where I was spiritually and please those around me so they would accept me or stand up for what I believed true and losing those close to me around me. At times I have also had to totally pack up and go off to a different country with no idea what waited for me there.
Caroline Myss talks about this happening as she went through her psychic transformation. I actually broke down in tears when I heard her talk about it because it's exactly what I had been going through for many years and to hear some one of her spiritual caliber to say it was OK and she went through it to, made me feel a great love, respect and pain because despite the whole world and all those around me turning on me their was one thing I never gave up and had actually never let me down.
I was true to myself and truth, and truth was always there guiding me, protecting me, loving me despite me not being able to see, feel and know of its presence. At times all I was, was a broken person drowned in lonely, unceasing lonely pain. A fear, and tense hurt that is so overwhelming I couldn't even consciously allow myself to feel it and was just lost in intellectual torment. That pain was with me today. As I was coming home from work it just intensified. I knew it was there and decided to just accept it, to go into it and be present in it and give my awareness to it as it was real and if I was to be who I am today then it meant to be in it fully, awake and present.
It stayed around and I stayed in it, alone and feeling it for some time. After a while I received an inspiration. The understanding of The Cycle I spoke of above. I also realized the fact that I had always been there for myself and that I have had to face death more then once to be true to myself and each time I just got stronger, wiser, and more self realized. I want to share a way to end this pain. I have not heard any great masters share it in this way before so I am honored to be able to share it with you in the following theory and rational.
But before I do, a quick public response to the above PM. My 'nasty' attacks were provoked with disregard and ignorant remarks and intention, which is also how I am interpreting the above received PM. My 'nasty' attacks are nothing compared to what I could say and do if some one really wants to test me. Sorry about starting new topics that don't fit into your little box of how this site should be run, I wasn't aware someone died and made you God.
In regards to drug fueled rants, from what I've read from you, you know nothing about drugs. My understanding is that you have never even gotten second hand smoke, and don't even know what I am talking about because your friends are just not ... what's the word I am looking for here? ... Yeah, what is with all this conspiracy and harassment anyways. I am just speaking the truth and here you are joining my hate mail. I guess they got to you or maybe you just decided to join up with them cause you did not like the way things are going.
I have a very successful career outside of my spiritual life and it takes up most of my day and sometime nights. I post here because of my mission here in this life and because of what my superiors want. I have no spare time and every time I post one of my monsters on this site I go hours at a time, sometimes without food, and get little sleep at night cause I have to wake early the next day for work.
I know what effect I am having on this forum. I see a light and future that is something greater then ever before in recorded history. If anything, I am rallying the EX-BKs to save this site and all the BKs and world for that matter, are you helping discredit this site?
One last thing, 'friend'. You apparently have no idea who I am and who my superiors are. But I, I know, who you are.