6 o'clock in the morning. A group of people tries to stay awake whilst staring at a point of light. A teacher, sitting on a "gaddhi" has her eyes wide open, staring at every individual for at least a minute.
To stay awake the first five minutes wasn't a big problem. But I knew the gimlet eye of the teacher would come back. I desperately tried not to sleep and focus on a point of light. I tried to imagine how the dimension of "parandham" would feel, how eternity looked like ... Tried not to think about anything else. This immediately made me fall asleep.
After 30 minutes I woke op when the lights went on. It seemed I wasn't the only one who had fallen asleep. The teacher told us there were several reasons:
Many, many years later, I now read about this study: meditating can be very tiresome in itself. So, for everyone who thinks there might be some value in another point of view:
Quoted from the Daily Mail.
To stay awake the first five minutes wasn't a big problem. But I knew the gimlet eye of the teacher would come back. I desperately tried not to sleep and focus on a point of light. I tried to imagine how the dimension of "parandham" would feel, how eternity looked like ... Tried not to think about anything else. This immediately made me fall asleep.
After 30 minutes I woke op when the lights went on. It seemed I wasn't the only one who had fallen asleep. The teacher told us there were several reasons:
- - one has too many waste thoughts
- one has negative thoughts
- one is very impure and has sexual thoughts and/or desires
- one does not have enough "Yoga" with the Supreme Soul
- one is under the influence of Kaliyug (bad) energy from others
- one has eaten too much (sugar)
Many, many years later, I now read about this study: meditating can be very tiresome in itself. So, for everyone who thinks there might be some value in another point of view:
Quoted from the Daily Mail.
A study has shown that just as thinking burns energy - so does blocking a thought. The researchers who carried out the study say trying to clear your mind and think of nothing is asking to 'stopping a truck on a downhill slope'. The findings also shed light on why it's so hard to meditate, and why it's tricky to silence those annoying songs that play over and over again in your head.
Dr Daniela Calvetti, a mathematician and co-author of the brain study at Case Western Reserve University in Cleveland, Ohio, said: 'Maybe this explains why it is so tiring to relax and think about nothing.' Rather than opening up a brain to study how thinking - and not thinking - burns up energy, the researchers developed a computer model to mimic how the brain converts energy into thoughts.