Not sure whare to put this, it is not directed at anyone in particular.
As someone who is very sensitive to spiritual vibrations, I have experienced a variety of feelings since posting on this forum. I would especially like to thank those who have been sending loving vibrations, and indeed, it is an interesting experience feeling the laughter of others. It makes me laugh. But for the last 3 days, I have been feeling anger from an external source. Someone is angry = crying.
This is what children do, and adults. Why don't you come on to this forum and do your crying like others. Others who are willing to express such feelings to the whole world without guilt and shame. Expressing things which you are not allowed to express in the BKs, or the world for that matter, I mean, it is not proper, is it? It would make me seem foolish if anyone saw my negativity, it is shameful and wrong. This is spiritually retentive, that is what it is. The sort of thing which could lead to bodily illness even. The BKs deny any need to express these feelings, and it has and no doubt does cause mayhem.
Brahma Baba used to get souls into a gathering in order to air their differences and clear the air. Express their feelings in front of the others. I have never known this in my BK existence. Actually, once only and then it was I who instigated it. But everyone felt the benefits of lightness. A load off their back. A glimmer of a "family feeling" which is far from the mad rush of filling one's apron with poisoned apples. These angry vibes woke me this morning for instance. It was still dark and I did not get to bed till 1-2 am. Someone has a problem, and I am supposedly to blame. It could be a collective of vibes from different sources. Ignorant types. Ignorant of what is causing their sorrow.
I have found that smoking hash blocks the vibes of others out, but I refuse to do it any more. The withdrawals are too severe, causing me to upset others which causes bad vibes. (You see how it is done? expressing ourselves in an honest way, without a poker up the back or stiff upper lip?) Don't talk to me about respect from others. So, communication. Direct communication. Yippee. At last. Even if it is at a neanderthal level of spirituality, it is a start none the less.
BKs, communication or the lack thereof is one of your biggest failings. Those who do and can express themselves are judged and chased. You can all learn an awful lot from such souls. Anyway, these vibrations which have been bugging me for a few days, they are now verging on psychic attack. NAWTY NAWTY. This is a bad idea. A very bad idea. No matter what anyone has said or done. You will regret it later. You may even try to undo any bad wishes placed on others in such a situation. You may decide that you don't want to take their life and so will go for their back or something else, to teach them a lesson of course. I was feeling it going into my kidneys etc this morning. So, that is where I draw the line. I may have no option but to reverse the charges with interest if it continues. Is that how you think? whoever you are? Fight fire with fire? I have a sparkal Star Wars system which deflects it back with increased voltage. Grow up and accept responsibility for your situation.
The Father/Mother Brahma may help, or Grandpa Shiva is comforting when we feel low. But what would I know about these relationships, I am not a REAL Brahmin. If you have any say (or not) in a centre, and there are unresolved issues between souls, sit down and face them head on. Be brave. The power to face. Don't back out in fear of your weaknesses being exposed (again). This is ignorance of the fact that you are not your weaknesses. If you fear them being exposed, (they are anyway) it means that you lack a worthwhile detached experience. In which case, you would be better putting your energy into attaining this than going around grinding on others in your mind, obsessively, like a stuck record. Of course, the BKs no doubt have their own internal blame culture, exclusive according to the hierarchy, of course. Indeed, perhaps holding a position out in the world gives one the right to blame. Here we go then, lets sing the company song shall we-- JUDGE BLAME PUNISH GUILT- judge blame punish guilt- judge bla....
The question is, does anyone really care what the BKs are up to? When on the inside, it may appear that way. From the outside, it is a question of WHO?! I remember going to my local prison to take classes in meditation. The prisoners slagged me off for what I wore. It was not whites in total, but that fawn, beige nonsense. They had more respect for me when I eased off and got a bit more casual with my appearance without turning hip-dude. Let's call it "corporate hippy", for argument sake. It is better than being a corporate thug.
I eventually stopped due to internal conflict in the centre. Another Sister installed. This time someone who had no experience in living the Brahmin life never mind in running a centre. I don't blame her. She did very well under the circumstances. And of course, it would have had nothing to do with London, as they leave centres to deal with their own affairs. Karma and all that. And still, better than a filthy Brother. (Oh I can feel the angry vibes coming already, better get some spiritual insurance from these universal loving beings. You know, the unconditional one's who are surrendered to GOD.) GET A GRIP!
Jealousy in the centre while two Sisters fought for supremacy over GOD'S property. They like to call it Brahma's really. That means it is theirs or Hindi, meaning that universal God and universal spirituality are not welcome at the BKs. Now I understand why I am not either ... prison ... and of protection from the no doubt secret society warden who did not seem to have my safety at heart though there was no incidents. So, let's send those ex-military boys into to the prisons since they are so hard. Hold on, they are probably involved in putting them in there in the first place. I may try to get back on to that one, without BK interference this time. I write in the hope that others do not make the same mistakes.
BKs, SIT DOWN AND CONFRONT ANY INDIVIDUAL WHO IS CARRYING ANYTHING OTHER THAN HARMONY AND CO-OPERATION.
Sort it out sooner than later. You may find that it works. That you get more respect. That you have something that almost resembles a true family. That souls don't go around confused as to what on earth is going on. You should have sat down with me a long, long time ago and explained certain things DJ. Even if it hurt me. COMMUNICATION. Souls need more than crossword puzzle clues. It is their life. They are real, live, thinking beings with feelings even. Feelings are not exclusive to the upper classes or caste's. Nor is bottling up/suppressing our feelings.
I thought women were the best communicators. Is that not part of the package with only women being allowed to run centres. So what about Australia? Or Leeds for that matter? I cannot be botherd hitting on individuals today. Especially this bloodline genetic crap. Oh boy. Observing it is like pulling teeth. What about spiritual bloodlines for a change, or is that too fair? CONFUSION- this is Maya's first port of call. Confusion separates us from the protector teacher Father, and our own sensibility, then it has us on our own, spiritual divide and rule. Then we can end up in a tail spin.
CONFUSION-FEAR-ANGER-BAD VIBES-BAD FUTURE-BAD PAST-BAD PRESENT ... COMMUNICATION, NOW! (Too late for me I should think).
Because there is such a high concentration of middle and upper class twits in the BKs, this communication thing is lacking. Working class souls (what an insult) who are more open are considered to lack humility. (Huh, you bunch of anal retentive snobs). Understand that it is you uppity snobs who have the mental problems. I would rather be here in front of the world making a fool of myself than keeping it in in the BKs. Find a way of expressing the self, even if what comes out is ugly. It has to come out anyway. The arts are very good for this. Something which the BKs have looked down on and feared certainly in the past. I would love to be wrong in terms of now. The cause? "If I express myself, I fear that it will involve sex lust". GROW UP!.
These working class lowlife could teach you a thing or two about communication and honesty, not to mention humility, even if it is a little "in yer face", man. So what. At least you know where you stand with them/us. The issues outlined in this post will be present in all human groups. Also, I have not attributed blame to any specific source with regard bad vibes. There are a number of possible sources, such is the velocity of my output to others. It is a waste of time I am thinking. Or do we plant seeds?. Change the self to change the world.
EVERY THOUGHT GIVES OFF A VIBRATION WHICH REACHES THE DESTINATION OF OUR THOUGHTS ... umm ...
sparkal
Name and fame.
Peace.
As someone who is very sensitive to spiritual vibrations, I have experienced a variety of feelings since posting on this forum. I would especially like to thank those who have been sending loving vibrations, and indeed, it is an interesting experience feeling the laughter of others. It makes me laugh. But for the last 3 days, I have been feeling anger from an external source. Someone is angry = crying.
This is what children do, and adults. Why don't you come on to this forum and do your crying like others. Others who are willing to express such feelings to the whole world without guilt and shame. Expressing things which you are not allowed to express in the BKs, or the world for that matter, I mean, it is not proper, is it? It would make me seem foolish if anyone saw my negativity, it is shameful and wrong. This is spiritually retentive, that is what it is. The sort of thing which could lead to bodily illness even. The BKs deny any need to express these feelings, and it has and no doubt does cause mayhem.
Brahma Baba used to get souls into a gathering in order to air their differences and clear the air. Express their feelings in front of the others. I have never known this in my BK existence. Actually, once only and then it was I who instigated it. But everyone felt the benefits of lightness. A load off their back. A glimmer of a "family feeling" which is far from the mad rush of filling one's apron with poisoned apples. These angry vibes woke me this morning for instance. It was still dark and I did not get to bed till 1-2 am. Someone has a problem, and I am supposedly to blame. It could be a collective of vibes from different sources. Ignorant types. Ignorant of what is causing their sorrow.
I have found that smoking hash blocks the vibes of others out, but I refuse to do it any more. The withdrawals are too severe, causing me to upset others which causes bad vibes. (You see how it is done? expressing ourselves in an honest way, without a poker up the back or stiff upper lip?) Don't talk to me about respect from others. So, communication. Direct communication. Yippee. At last. Even if it is at a neanderthal level of spirituality, it is a start none the less.
BKs, communication or the lack thereof is one of your biggest failings. Those who do and can express themselves are judged and chased. You can all learn an awful lot from such souls. Anyway, these vibrations which have been bugging me for a few days, they are now verging on psychic attack. NAWTY NAWTY. This is a bad idea. A very bad idea. No matter what anyone has said or done. You will regret it later. You may even try to undo any bad wishes placed on others in such a situation. You may decide that you don't want to take their life and so will go for their back or something else, to teach them a lesson of course. I was feeling it going into my kidneys etc this morning. So, that is where I draw the line. I may have no option but to reverse the charges with interest if it continues. Is that how you think? whoever you are? Fight fire with fire? I have a sparkal Star Wars system which deflects it back with increased voltage. Grow up and accept responsibility for your situation.
The Father/Mother Brahma may help, or Grandpa Shiva is comforting when we feel low. But what would I know about these relationships, I am not a REAL Brahmin. If you have any say (or not) in a centre, and there are unresolved issues between souls, sit down and face them head on. Be brave. The power to face. Don't back out in fear of your weaknesses being exposed (again). This is ignorance of the fact that you are not your weaknesses. If you fear them being exposed, (they are anyway) it means that you lack a worthwhile detached experience. In which case, you would be better putting your energy into attaining this than going around grinding on others in your mind, obsessively, like a stuck record. Of course, the BKs no doubt have their own internal blame culture, exclusive according to the hierarchy, of course. Indeed, perhaps holding a position out in the world gives one the right to blame. Here we go then, lets sing the company song shall we-- JUDGE BLAME PUNISH GUILT- judge blame punish guilt- judge bla....
The question is, does anyone really care what the BKs are up to? When on the inside, it may appear that way. From the outside, it is a question of WHO?! I remember going to my local prison to take classes in meditation. The prisoners slagged me off for what I wore. It was not whites in total, but that fawn, beige nonsense. They had more respect for me when I eased off and got a bit more casual with my appearance without turning hip-dude. Let's call it "corporate hippy", for argument sake. It is better than being a corporate thug.
I eventually stopped due to internal conflict in the centre. Another Sister installed. This time someone who had no experience in living the Brahmin life never mind in running a centre. I don't blame her. She did very well under the circumstances. And of course, it would have had nothing to do with London, as they leave centres to deal with their own affairs. Karma and all that. And still, better than a filthy Brother. (Oh I can feel the angry vibes coming already, better get some spiritual insurance from these universal loving beings. You know, the unconditional one's who are surrendered to GOD.) GET A GRIP!
Jealousy in the centre while two Sisters fought for supremacy over GOD'S property. They like to call it Brahma's really. That means it is theirs or Hindi, meaning that universal God and universal spirituality are not welcome at the BKs. Now I understand why I am not either ... prison ... and of protection from the no doubt secret society warden who did not seem to have my safety at heart though there was no incidents. So, let's send those ex-military boys into to the prisons since they are so hard. Hold on, they are probably involved in putting them in there in the first place. I may try to get back on to that one, without BK interference this time. I write in the hope that others do not make the same mistakes.
BKs, SIT DOWN AND CONFRONT ANY INDIVIDUAL WHO IS CARRYING ANYTHING OTHER THAN HARMONY AND CO-OPERATION.
Sort it out sooner than later. You may find that it works. That you get more respect. That you have something that almost resembles a true family. That souls don't go around confused as to what on earth is going on. You should have sat down with me a long, long time ago and explained certain things DJ. Even if it hurt me. COMMUNICATION. Souls need more than crossword puzzle clues. It is their life. They are real, live, thinking beings with feelings even. Feelings are not exclusive to the upper classes or caste's. Nor is bottling up/suppressing our feelings.
I thought women were the best communicators. Is that not part of the package with only women being allowed to run centres. So what about Australia? Or Leeds for that matter? I cannot be botherd hitting on individuals today. Especially this bloodline genetic crap. Oh boy. Observing it is like pulling teeth. What about spiritual bloodlines for a change, or is that too fair? CONFUSION- this is Maya's first port of call. Confusion separates us from the protector teacher Father, and our own sensibility, then it has us on our own, spiritual divide and rule. Then we can end up in a tail spin.
CONFUSION-FEAR-ANGER-BAD VIBES-BAD FUTURE-BAD PAST-BAD PRESENT ... COMMUNICATION, NOW! (Too late for me I should think).
Because there is such a high concentration of middle and upper class twits in the BKs, this communication thing is lacking. Working class souls (what an insult) who are more open are considered to lack humility. (Huh, you bunch of anal retentive snobs). Understand that it is you uppity snobs who have the mental problems. I would rather be here in front of the world making a fool of myself than keeping it in in the BKs. Find a way of expressing the self, even if what comes out is ugly. It has to come out anyway. The arts are very good for this. Something which the BKs have looked down on and feared certainly in the past. I would love to be wrong in terms of now. The cause? "If I express myself, I fear that it will involve sex lust". GROW UP!.
These working class lowlife could teach you a thing or two about communication and honesty, not to mention humility, even if it is a little "in yer face", man. So what. At least you know where you stand with them/us. The issues outlined in this post will be present in all human groups. Also, I have not attributed blame to any specific source with regard bad vibes. There are a number of possible sources, such is the velocity of my output to others. It is a waste of time I am thinking. Or do we plant seeds?. Change the self to change the world.
EVERY THOUGHT GIVES OFF A VIBRATION WHICH REACHES THE DESTINATION OF OUR THOUGHTS ... umm ...
sparkal
Name and fame.
Peace.