jannisder wrote:Why worry, about karma, and everything else? ... Can any one explain to me why this is not making any sense to me? Without telling me that "people don't know anything ..." (DJ). Or because I am Maya, or LOKIK, non BK ... I don't understand The Knowledge. BTW, after the 7 day course, am I "allowed" to hear/read/have a copy of the Murli?
Well, I am going to attempt to answer your very good question from my understanding of Gyan, jannisder. Karma, to me, means that I am constantly creating my world. Through the thoughts, feelings, behaviour, actions etc that I express, I am creating the responses of others towards me and also situations that come in front of me. The main way that I have experienced this is that my beliefs manifest themselves in things that happen to me. ie if I belief I am bad, unworthy and should be treated like crap, then I will tend to find that mirrored. In the same way, if I love myself, others will manifest the same.
Now then; this thought is not just to be found in the BKs! Look at the work of a number of self help authors, the Louise Hays, Dr Phils, Gaye Hendricks of this world and you will find the same thoughts; hence the New Age love of the Affirmation, to create new belief systems. The point at which BK philosophy diverges from this is in the joining of this with the continuation of karma over several lifetimes.
I, personally, do not find it helpful to use the Law of Karma as a stick to beat myself with; rather as seeing; OK, I chose this, now I know I deserve better than this; I can settle this by continuing to have love and acceptance of myself and working through the situation with understanding. If, however, I react with anger and pain and spread this to others, my karma will then increase. Again, I look at this from a neutral position and its not a judgement of myself or others. I can see, looking at myself, that I have tended to identify with being a victim and put others in the position of being agressors. I can also see that my payback from that is that I do not have to take responsibility for my own feelings. I am a work in progress! but I've reached the point where I am OK with that.
Versus The Cycle; yes, the whole shebang will repeat identically. I have the power of choice however; I do not know what I did last time, so its still up to me to make of my life what I will; whether that is positive action or inaction, and in doing so, I create my life, both now and in the future. Again, the concept of being the creator of your own life can be found in other self-help philosophies; the only difference being that only the BKs say that it repeats. So in other words, your question of "Why worry, about karma, and everything else? ...
It won't "help" anyway ... everything is going to be exactly the same. " I would answer by saying; do not worry! It wont help! Just focus on being you; the best you that you want to be, and loving yourself and others and you will automatically create a positive future for yourself. Basically; **** happens, its our response to it which creates how we feel. I am in charge of my feelings and thoughts, not anyone else; to quote Eleanor Roosevelt, no one can make me feel bad without my permission.
I passionatly believe this; but I am aware that I often slip out of it and into the blame / shame cycle. I know however that when I have the awareness of being a creator, I have much more self respect. I also know that some heavy duty experiences in childhood left me with a "stuck" feeling, so I can empathise with those who feel that karma is a heavy thing.
I hope that made some sense jannisder, I tried to avoid BK-isms!
To answer your question about the Murli, you should be now allowed to attend morning class to hear the Murli; they do not tend to give you copies of the Sakar Murli, but you may find they have a lending library and you could borrow books of the Avyakt Murlis. They may also do evening classes where they read the Murli. I would suggest you might get more out of being with a group of fellow beginner students where a teacher could spend more time to explain the Murli points to you as they went through, though I never had that! Good luck!