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- Joined: 18 May 2019
I am sorry, you are in the wrong place. You need an alcoholics' support group.
Your life is clearly not going fine, you are hurting yourself, hurting others and likely risking death and causing death in both cases, through alcoholic damage and HIV. If you have a wife and children, you are hurting them by not being available to them.
You also do not need to become sucked into Brahma Kumaris' End of the World cult due to these weaknesses, any more than you need a new hole in your head. They will eat up your life and destroy you in a different way.
The more you do something the deeper the sanskars become, so just stop. If you cannot stop, you need specific, dedicated help with no psychic strings attached. Hence, if you want by yourself, you need a "buddy" support system.
If it is part of a wide pattern of compulsive behaviour, then you need to go and see a doctor and be referred to a specialist for that too.
Sorry to be blunt but this is a forum to support people exiting the Brahma Kumaris and those damaged by it due to their family members' involvement.
Thank you.