Dear ex-l soul,
ex-l wrote:But please also allow me to remind mbbhat, that for the first 20 years Lekhraj Kirpalani and the early Brahma Kumaris did think and call himself Prajapati God Brahma, the Gita Inventor ... and there was no mention of Shiva until after 1950 according to the publish documents we have here. Your response please
The documents may say like that. But- think on the following incidents and possibilities.
1a) The Present Indian President Mrs. Pratibha Patil had visited Mount Abu just before two or three months before becoming President(may be two years before). Avyakt- BapDada(Gulzar Dadi) met and talked to her and said that- “In future, your responsibility is going to increase. You should do Godly service….” [You can check and get this Murli]
1b) After she became President, she revealed this and said that “I had guessed this before since the soul of Brahma had informed me that my responsibility is going to increase”(the exact sentence may not be correct here. Excuse me for that). The next day many news papers criticised and it appeared in front pages as – “Indian President believes in ghost of late Brahma, the founder of BKWSU ... “
Now what may be the possibilities? Either BK Sisters who have guided her to Avyakt Bap-Dada would have told her that- (a)“it is soul of Brahma that has entered in and is speaking through Gulzar Dadi’s body” OR (b)“Both ShivBaba and Brahma are speaking through Gulzar Dadi’s body” OR you guess. Even if the second(b) in the above is true, could the President had understood what is Shiva? So- Shiva, THE MOST BELOVED GOD Father IS ABSENT IN ALL THE MOST IMPORTANT PLACES! {how egoless God is!} [Just imagine what a common man would understand or think about president, BK institution by this incident].
I was present in Madhuban on that day. There were so many security forces. They also were really surprised what this lady minister or governor(perhaps) doing here that too in the late evening. Pratibha Patil was governor or some politician before becoming President. But since, now, getting seat in front is not possible, I did not get interest to sit in the Diamond Hall and so came outside and sat near “Everhealthy hospital (the BK clinic) listened to Murli through speakers. After the general Murli, I left the place. In the next morning only I came to know that Avyakt bap-Dada had spoken to Pratibha Patil}.
2) I have met a BK teacher just 4 years back and at that time her age would be around 25 . She told me that she was in knowledge from her childhood and she just thought of BrahmaBaba whenever the word Baba was being uttered by BKs. She also said that By seeing the photo of BB, she was becoming satisfied. She came to know that it is ShivaBaba, the point that is speaking very late.
3) I have heard a Dadi speaking in a class to us that “when Baba used to chant “Om dhwani”, we all were forgetting everything” (that means there was total peace or some super sensuous feeling;). So- initially in the Yagya, ShivaBaba did not give knowledge at all. He was just relaxing these children like taming (I hope the word is correct) the elephant. He was preparing these children to be able to receive knowledge.
4) Initially visions of SriKrishna was happening to many of those who see Dada Lekhraj. So they were attracted to Lekhraj. They had not at all understood the point form of ShivaBaba. So- what knowledge these initial children would have received or understood?
Hence these children would had considered Dada Lekhraj himself as everything and would had written his name in their experience in books or while being interviewed by others. Later when they realized that it was actually Shiva and not Brahma they might have wished not to throw those books as the experience was very sweet and would had preserved those books . Even after realizing that the name of Brahma is not correct; It is Shiva, they would had not corrected since the book was personal or just for their own members. Also correcting is not so easy task as it will make the book ugly. Writing a new book is also unnecessary. Not only that- when new things have come into mind, old gets no value. A student throws the rough work done by him. Only the essence of a study sits in intellect!
So ShivaBaba’s first aim might be make them comfortable in purity. If initially direct knowledge would have given- they could never understand, and might have felt negative. So- by trance, visions, etc, ShivaBaba might have nourished them slowly. So- practical Murli might not had started in the beginning. So, it may also be possible that Murli started in 1946 afterwards, and it would have been 60 yrs to Lekhraj. When a research paper is presented by a university student, it is corrected many times by the student and the professor until perfection is reached. Including Dada Lekhraj, all were students! *So I think it is really foolishness to stick to the old documents(which were actually written by ordinary women) if you really want to do research. You will never progress.
Now, the next question. Why do these Dadis hide these documents? Today- it is difficult to speak truth. Because very few people believe truth. Even if they show these original documents and speak the truth, all the new BKs may not believe it. Suppose let us believe that they will believe. But then image of Dadis would get reduced in front of the newcomers [They will think Oh- These Dadis realized God only after 10 or 20 years!].
Some of these Dadis might have developed ego by that time would have interested to disclose them. Many Dadis do not know English and would have got confused what to do and what not to do. Even the honest Dadis might had thought that it would be better not to disclose, otherwise, students(BKs) would get doubt for no reason and may leave Gyan.
Once a small error happens, Maya gets place. To hide one lie, you need to speak 1000 lies. So like this, at present there are lots of doubts against Seniors of BK institution. The biggest problem is nobody wants to lose their image(status). And those who ask doubts also ask with ego. Both have ego. One is not ready(or capable, bold) to speak truth, and the other is not ready(capable, calm) to accept the truth. The listeners have no patience. Many of them jump into immediate conclusions.
5) Just see an incident: These women (Dadis) had no clear idea of future. [Baba had said once- that there will cinema theatre in every home. At that time, nobody (these Dadis) had understood this. Just see- now, there is TV, DVD player in every home!].
*Once tears fell from a senior teacher (or perhaps dadi- I do not remember exactly and I was just 15 or 19 age at that time) who was reading revised Sakar Murli in Madhuban. I was there. The Murli point was “gali gali mein centre banega= there will be centre in every street”. She said- “I had laughed when Baba had spoken this in Sakar. At that time there were only three or four centres in just India. It appeared to me as joke. But now- Baba’s flag is present in every city. Now I feel guilty of laughing at Baba’s words”. [Hence I feel that Murli is not a creation of human beings].
6) Initially ShivaBaba was teaching children that ‘I am linga(stone like). *I have read in a revised Sakar Murli which meant very similar to this- “Initially I used to speak I am ling like. But I am not linga. I am star-like, a point. You cannot say/ask- why did not you tell this before. It is in Drama”. JUST SEE!- God himself is contradicting his own statements! When some points in Murli itself are like this, how much importance can we give to the documents written and said by fully human beings.
7) Once I was a sevadhari explaining in an exhibition in a BK service camp. The visitors who came asked me- Why don’t you(BKs) believe in God? I wondered and said we really believe in God. Then he asked why do you say Rama, Krishna are not Gods? Then I explained him God is bodyless, etc etc. *Just see- when BKs say- deities are not God, some people interpret it as BKs do not believe in God or they spread news that BKs do not believe God.
8) Now, the documents which are available in this forum discloses something about what Mama said to others in an interview, and something more. I could not find time to into every detail. *Now the question here is who has written them? If it is written by Mama, was she knowing English? If it is translated, then how much mis- interpretation would have been there. Even if Mama knows English or translation was perfect, the point number 3 mentioned above still can be a hindrance in realizing truth.
9) Just see- even today- there is a lot of controversy in how God is to be remembered! Not even a single King (RajaYogi) in either BK or PBK family is visible clearly. Then how would it be in the beginning?
10) BKs try to hide these documents. Ex- BKs just want to dis-prove BK philosophy. Both have no real courage and patience. Then how to proceed? All is drama. It is the super power which can’t be succeeded! Even though many things are revealed by ShivaBaba, it will be understood only to those souls who wish to become pure and be ready to surrender to Shiv-baba.
*Just see- Murli is real property of Shiv-Baba. But if the children do not give real value to Shiva(try honestly to become pure), or try to mis-use it God would have done something to keep it secret. Can God be so fool? So- Murli is like an open secret. Eventhough we read it many times, still some remain secret. *Baba has said in Murli- To the extent you remember me, your intellect opens. This implies that just mechanical reading of Murli or word meaning of Murli will not open the intellect. Then what is the use of Murli?
*That is why Murli is magic. If a single point can give great happiness to someone, bundles of Murlis may not be useful to another!
11) According to me there is nothing greater than Murli. So- I give importance to the REPEATING POINTS in Murli. Obviously they should be given the highest priority. If that is not done, then all the things are false. Because according to BK (or PBK) philosophy, Murli is the highest.
12) Since God (and soul) is invisible, but body-conscious humans know, imagine or can understand only those things that could be sensed by organs, how can even God teach human beings easily? What a great task God has to accomplish! Let me see how much best I can play in this drama. Then what else can I do? Baba has already said- ‘I will not give you the key of divine vision. It is for my use’. So thinking about future without proper present action would be not correct. *I am just one actor in these 600 crore souls. Still I have ego. Oh Baba, please help me in destroying my ego.
ALL THE BEST FOR ALL.
[All these are my own imaginations. Comments or questions are always invited even if I do not succeed in responding or answering properly. I think it is better to post a new topic on this].
Dear Paulkershaw soul,
I am sorry that I have not fully understood what you meant in this thread to me because I am a little bit weak in English. But I am replying according to my guess.
*There is no need to agree that BB is No. 1. We have to just think ShivaBaba. If you agree BB as no. 01, it does not matter. You see- in an organization, you should agree to the head (Boss). Then you have no problems or confusion. If you give right respect to him, automatically you will pay right respect to others. If you have full connection with him, he will give you direction automatically (ShivBaba will open your intellect)
*But what I think is as you proceed towards goal, you will see better who are in front of you. So you will realize that BB is really number 01. All BKs have that faith. Those who come across knowledge of PBKs get some doubt. It is like this, “If somebody tells or instructs you do not remember monkey, then you will think about monkey more and more. It does not imply that you really love or interested in monkey. Similarly, when some Murli points are shown, BKs get confused. But have faith in ShivaBaba and churn the sweet memories of Golden Age.
So Baba says,
*alph ko Yaad karne se be baadashaahi tumhaari (If you remember the Father, the property is yours) and
* beej ko jaan-ne se saaraa vruksh ko jaan jaayenge (If you understand the seed, you understand the whole tree).