Dearest Bansy, Alladin, Provy and John,
Your words made me feel really "at home". What I've been missing most during all my years in Gyan is a healthy, happy, light, inspiring and mutually supporting
spiritual friendship.
Yes John, I've seen so much in 21 years that I could easily write a book but this doesn't mean that I regret everything in my BK life. There have been beautiful moments and even periods and please " forgive me If I dare to say so " but I still like, and believe in, most of The Knowledge I've been studying and teaching for years. What made me feel more and more disgusted and wanting to run away is the so-called "Divine Family". Execept for a few normal persons like me, it always seemed to me a quite disfunctional family with no honesty, no balance, NO GENUINE LOVE and NO REAL PURITY AT ALL!!
As ShivBaba pointed out so many times: "
REAL PURITY cannot cause sorrow to anyone.
Hey, Alladin, according to Didi Nirmala's translation, "Adikari Soul" should literally mean a souls that has rights i.e. a Golden Aged soul, this title was given to me by BapDada during a personal meeting.
Much love.
PS: I do not know you (do I?...) and yet I feel so close to you all!