Maui wrote:Denise ... her last class I had read somewhere she stated about big changes in the Yagya and things were happening now.
It's just politician talk. Everything is "big", "global", "supreme", "unlimited". It's all hyperbole. Carrots on a stick, false promises, to keep the donkeys trudging on. In reality, whatever happens, any change will be tiny and incremental.
There's a Buddhist say, "Before Enlightenment chop wood carry water, after Enlightenment, chop wood carry water."
With the BKs it's, "Before Big Changes, Amrit Vela, do more Yoga, after Big Changes, Amrit Vela, do more Yoga".
Look at the huge philosophical changes that have happen, like the change over from God Brahma Lekhraj Kirpalani and the introduction of a new God, Shiva around 1956 or the failure of Destruction predictions in 1950, 1976 or 1986. What real difference did it make to the community? None.
It's just human nature.
Denise is a strange case. She's not unintelligent, and must see things, and yet somehow, like a monkey with its fist in a cookie jar, she cannot let go. The best she can do is angle for a better position for herself, any position, that takes care of her in her old age and retirement because she's given everything to a cult that won't really reward her.
I doubt that she'll ever be able to become "a leader" that, within the system she probably should because all the top slots are filled by Indians. I'd say she won't get a seat until, say, Jayanti dies and Jayanti will probably out live her.
May be she'll get Sudesh's seat when she dies? Was that was Germany was about, eg trying out for it? I think, in approximate terms, Sudesh was sent to Germany after Suman "fell" and because London wasn't big enough for her and Jayanti. Something like that.