Hey John, very good great one. A more than accurate answer. Thanks a bunch as they say in the good old US of A. Ripper mate as we say here in the Land of Oz ... and 2nd last, but certainly not least, "tha's it nail on't ed lad", as we would say in Yorkshire, (delightfully populated by many other Gujarati souls like wot i is now and again) and needless to say, "och aye the noo for our non-sassenach kith & kin".
I have had the privilege of the Murli batch for some 5 nearly 6 years, thanks to our amazingly tolerant & incredibly tireless Dr Didi Nirmala Ashram. But it seems a little too much honesty from me, amongst other reports to the contrary, will now put that at an end for however long Baba deems it necessary.
However, as i feel i am now given certain touchings it seems, i always leave room for correction no matter how certain i am as of one thing i am certain ... I am definitely not God, but we are really close it seems. Often to my great surprise. So, yeah, it seems as i have had the temerity to do as i believe mera Baba, "my Baba" for non-Hindi speakers wants me to do ...
Let's be totally honest though, i am a little over the top in ALL fairness. So i probably should do the good old, sit down, shut up, be quiet & say nothing that some tribal elders seem to be particularly impressed with ... but you see it is not the Indian way in my very good feeling, naughty neti ! I mean to say, what does Baba have to do next, buy Virgin Airways off dear old Richard and drop the leaflets Himself? ("top of the morning to ALL you luvely Sisters & Bros from the Emerald Isle") ...
So, it matters not really if i believe my Murli has been stopped for some souls to learn how utterly attached they are to things they could perhaps do without. Or am I just a naughty quasi-grocer with a little too much cheese? To me, what counts is being authentically me. The soul. Whilst being certain i hold nothing but pure feelings and God wishes for ALL. Then if that is wrong, well frankly i would not want to be an Angel on those terms ...
But i feel i am kind of on the right track ... seeing as Baba recently said to me that, "i am the instrument to bring the end sooner" in 'The Forest' last Oct/Nov. He also mentioned, "i have mercy equal to the Father". So now perhaps the naysayers will go into paroxysms of how unutterably arrogant i am etc etc ... but if they do i will not see it! i will, however, see some fabulous souls playing a terrific part. Say, "there but for the grace of God go i" and move on.
Similarly, be simply certain i have no other intention but to spread happiness & remove censorship. Provided that is what Baba wants. Other wise, well Baba will tell me that some other time ...
Love remembrance & Dilsay Namaste. 'Meherbani' BK Dilaram - grace, gratitude and appreciation ... are all merged within this word.
Thanks for playing, let's do it all over again next ...