I am partly responding here to a suggestion by ex-l to start a thread on the nature of soul-conciousness
So, I guess I will post where I am at and see what y'all think.
Where I have got to has been a result of attending some good courses in Madhuban over 6 years ago on self-esteem and also soul-consciousness, which haven't been carried on since to my knowledge.
Soul-consciousness is to do with identity; who do I see myself as. I, the soul, am innate qualities; Love, Peace, Power, Wisdom, Truth; like primary colours from which all other colours come. When I identify with myself as being these qualities as my primary identity; I am in a stage of soul-consicousness/self-esteem. When I identify with what I do, i.e. job, relationship, a Brahmin etc, I get caught up with the labels of that identity and I try to attain my original qualities from other souls and situations, i.e. approval of others, comparison, is my badge bigger than yours etc ...
In the self-esteem course, the use of a vision of the self as being qualities was a very powerful exercise, where we affirmed aloud the particular core qualities that were most important to us. The major touchstone for me is, am I getting my respect from the outside or the inside?
We are headed off topic here and so I, sincerely, suggest that you start up a topic on 'What is soul-consciousness?' and tell us where you have got to, what is the current state of thought within the BKWSU. Funnily enough, I did a search and there does not seem to be such a topic. If you don't, I will. There was the start of one here but it was too early on and perhaps scientific to gather enough momentum. May be you can re-invigorate it from a BK point of view and have it renamed.
So, I guess I will post where I am at and see what y'all think.
Where I have got to has been a result of attending some good courses in Madhuban over 6 years ago on self-esteem and also soul-consciousness, which haven't been carried on since to my knowledge.
Soul-consciousness is to do with identity; who do I see myself as. I, the soul, am innate qualities; Love, Peace, Power, Wisdom, Truth; like primary colours from which all other colours come. When I identify with myself as being these qualities as my primary identity; I am in a stage of soul-consicousness/self-esteem. When I identify with what I do, i.e. job, relationship, a Brahmin etc, I get caught up with the labels of that identity and I try to attain my original qualities from other souls and situations, i.e. approval of others, comparison, is my badge bigger than yours etc ...
In the self-esteem course, the use of a vision of the self as being qualities was a very powerful exercise, where we affirmed aloud the particular core qualities that were most important to us. The major touchstone for me is, am I getting my respect from the outside or the inside?
- This is not widely taught in the BKs ...
What is consciousness?
The term 'Abhi Maan' is used. Here it is clearly written in two parts even though it is only one word 'Abhimaan'. Literally, it is supposed to mean ego, yet there is totally different spiritual understanding of this term.'Abhi' means 'now'.
Therefore, consciousness is the state of 'respect', that is, the state of 'self-respect', that I am in the present moment.
'Maan' mean 'respect'.
If one is in a state where the attention is drawn outwards, or towards negative aspects of the self or others, the consciousness goes into the physical and in a lack of value for the spiritual self. This may lead to a lack of self-respect, or a state of low self-esteem or even ego. This state of consciousness is defined as 'body-consciousness', that is, "Deha Abhimaan".
If one is in a state of true, spiritual, self-awareness, where the attention is focused towards the positive, spiritual divine part of the self, developing it, and making it stronger through experiencing it. This state of the self can be said to be in a state of valuing the self and therefore, having self-respect and giving respect to others. This state of consciousness is defined as 'soul consciousness', that is, "Atma Abhimaan".