drsajita
Hi everybody,
I come from a Gyani family. My parents were in Gyan since my childhood but I got the realisation very late, probably during my graduation. I was really intoxicated, ready to surrender my whole life. The Sister at ashram was great. But when I moved on for post-graduation and changed my city, I had really bitter experiences with other BKs, including surrended Sisters.
I am a doctor and my career was prospering. Anyways, I gradually decreased going to ashram. I met a wonderful person and got married. Its been more than a year and I am very happy. I still love Shiv Baba the same. I meditate, though actually according to BKs I have failed. I do think of going to ashram at times but something holds me back. I do not want to loose my happiness. However, I also feel that Baba will still always guide and protect me. I still encounter wonderfull spiritual experiences.
I do not know if I call still call myself a BK, or I am ex-BK now. But what I got from Shiv Baba was something eternal and intoxicating. I have met Baba at Mount Abu a couple of times. When I recollect those times my eyes are wet. But there are actually many gyanis who do nor deserve to be there at all, and can make your life hell.
Bye for now
I come from a Gyani family. My parents were in Gyan since my childhood but I got the realisation very late, probably during my graduation. I was really intoxicated, ready to surrender my whole life. The Sister at ashram was great. But when I moved on for post-graduation and changed my city, I had really bitter experiences with other BKs, including surrended Sisters.
I am a doctor and my career was prospering. Anyways, I gradually decreased going to ashram. I met a wonderful person and got married. Its been more than a year and I am very happy. I still love Shiv Baba the same. I meditate, though actually according to BKs I have failed. I do think of going to ashram at times but something holds me back. I do not want to loose my happiness. However, I also feel that Baba will still always guide and protect me. I still encounter wonderfull spiritual experiences.
I do not know if I call still call myself a BK, or I am ex-BK now. But what I got from Shiv Baba was something eternal and intoxicating. I have met Baba at Mount Abu a couple of times. When I recollect those times my eyes are wet. But there are actually many gyanis who do nor deserve to be there at all, and can make your life hell.
Bye for now