Tara ... a baby ex-BK
Posted: 31 Dec 2007
Hi!
Sorry for my English, it is because I am originally Italian. I am one of those that the BK Family world calls, "THE LAST THE FAST". Dadi give me the name of TARA.
As it has been only one year and half since I join the BKs, but I feel that something is missing. I think that, what made me strong is the faith and trust that I have in GOD.
If I am so fast ... and what ever, why I feel guilty and I have fear in GOD, why I feel like that my senior is try to controlling me? Why do I feel cutting out from the world? I don't have doubt about GOD, it is about the Family.
I met so many fantastic people in London and in India as a first timer in October, still if there eyes/face are smiling the body language tell me different?
Sorry for my English, it is because I am originally Italian. I am one of those that the BK Family world calls, "THE LAST THE FAST". Dadi give me the name of TARA.
As it has been only one year and half since I join the BKs, but I feel that something is missing. I think that, what made me strong is the faith and trust that I have in GOD.
If I am so fast ... and what ever, why I feel guilty and I have fear in GOD, why I feel like that my senior is try to controlling me? Why do I feel cutting out from the world? I don't have doubt about GOD, it is about the Family.
I met so many fantastic people in London and in India as a first timer in October, still if there eyes/face are smiling the body language tell me different?
- Am I thinking too much?
Am I having waisting thoughts?
What is going on ... ?