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- Joined: 23 Aug 2012
I am in a state of shock. I just could not believe what is going on in my life. A committed teacher BK Sister or fellow student if comes to know about my current mental state will say look at this poor chap. Maya in its most royal form has attacked his soul now he will certainly stand in front of Dharmraj and pay for his sins but actually I am in my full senses and now I am really skeptical about the true intentions of BKs.
To be true, I have still not concluded everything but to a much larger extent I have a feeling of getting trapped myself badly into the Nexus of brahmakumaris. Is it possible that all Student BKs in the world are unaware of everything and all Teacher BKs know the real story which is taking place behind the curtains? Well, still I am a regular BK at the moment and I am just about to leave for my evening class and meditation session. I just think of my teacher, my Sister who is a very young lady may be in her late 20's or early 30's. I really doubt whether she also operates in a bad way or knows everything dark about BKs and is also getting personal benefits as their top leaders are doing some real big drama.
Point of another great concern for me. Can I take her into confidence and discuss openly about my new state of mind frankly? I am quite sure she is also trapped like me. I am a trapped student and she might be a trapped teacher who does not know and understands the other side of the coin. Please discuss friends and share your views.
To be true, I have still not concluded everything but to a much larger extent I have a feeling of getting trapped myself badly into the Nexus of brahmakumaris. Is it possible that all Student BKs in the world are unaware of everything and all Teacher BKs know the real story which is taking place behind the curtains? Well, still I am a regular BK at the moment and I am just about to leave for my evening class and meditation session. I just think of my teacher, my Sister who is a very young lady may be in her late 20's or early 30's. I really doubt whether she also operates in a bad way or knows everything dark about BKs and is also getting personal benefits as their top leaders are doing some real big drama.
Point of another great concern for me. Can I take her into confidence and discuss openly about my new state of mind frankly? I am quite sure she is also trapped like me. I am a trapped student and she might be a trapped teacher who does not know and understands the other side of the coin. Please discuss friends and share your views.