Hi
I am new and this is my 1st post. I have been following the forum for some months and it has taken me some time to get my head around it. I have been inspired by so many of your posts.
Thanks to AK for sharing so openly. This has really touched me and I can so much relate to the quote below.
At present I am on the cusp and my heart is telling me to take a break. However, it is hard to take that step. Does it need to be an official declaration or is it just a gradual drifting away? I would feel more honest about making an official statement to the Centre-in-Charge to inform them that this is whare I am at.
However, I fear the defamation and possible loss of credibility and friends. Will my BK friends still want to be friends if I am not actively following the BK path?
At the moment, I am just drifting and not going to the Centre much!
Rocksanne
I am new and this is my 1st post. I have been following the forum for some months and it has taken me some time to get my head around it. I have been inspired by so many of your posts.
Thanks to AK for sharing so openly. This has really touched me and I can so much relate to the quote below.
Abrahma Kumar wrote:Will I dedicate a great portion of the remainder my life to discerning truth from fiction within the BKWSU and it's teachings? Is it worth it? Will I do this whilst staying on the 'inside' or will I do so from 'without'? Should I get out - leaving all behind me; Or should I stay in for the sake of appearances - in the hope that I will be able to support the others if/when they too 'awaken'? Can I pull such a role off? Is it a part cast in the manner of a 'sacrifice' or delusion?
At present I am on the cusp and my heart is telling me to take a break. However, it is hard to take that step. Does it need to be an official declaration or is it just a gradual drifting away? I would feel more honest about making an official statement to the Centre-in-Charge to inform them that this is whare I am at.
However, I fear the defamation and possible loss of credibility and friends. Will my BK friends still want to be friends if I am not actively following the BK path?
At the moment, I am just drifting and not going to the Centre much!
Rocksanne