Where there are non-artists in control of artists, there will be conflict. I would not tell a rocket scientist how to build a rocket.
From the viewpoint of Dadi's etc, well, they just don't know. They may not care what is causing this or that. If it is causing issues, then they are likely to see it as a problem and cut it out like a surgeon. The problem here is, surgeons tend to cut out the bad and festering parts. Surgery should be the very last port of call, unless it is being used to surgically remove incompetent, blind control freaks who are causing issues
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Another approach is, put your gear in a cupboard and focus on the spiritual "thing" which has come into your life. When you come out of the washing machine cycle at the other end, your gear will be there waiting for you. If you are someone who tells musicians to sell their instruments, you are being an *******! and need to withdraw and have a look @ yourself. I have been through periods, months where I lost interest in music and then it came back when my feet came back to earth.
I wont begin to go into my personal experiences with the BKs musically, probably because there have been so few experiences. Not very good at maths and academic things, I could have created lots of things music and graphic. They rejected me as someone who had nothing to offer. There may be background reasons for that, but there is not enough openness and trust to tell you why you are being gubbed/hit in this or that way. Selling all your albums is something else, though, some will now regret that also.
With regards to the music business universal and BK, it helps if you have a NOSE for the business perhaps