Hello everybody,
nice to meet all of you. I sincerely apologise for my insufficient English.
This forum is very interesting for me, because I have been attending plenty of different groups, sects and traditions. Eventually i realize that there are some problem everywhere. In some organization there is less negative influence but in some, quite a lot (in the monastery also). Everything depends on personality and practice. But only when i started attending BKWSU, my Sister told to me that i became completely different person, like monk in monastery, but on other hand, my career was going up, my concentration in work and job increased but something broke inside me, maybe age, may by it is, maybe hatha Yoga (the hatha Yoga saved my life), maybe Zen Buddhism. I do know, has anybody had something similar?
I was very addicted to BK but at the same time, i attended a few different group, for someone i was saint man, for others totally monk-like. I have lost jobs but found others more better. I had a huge number of problems, even psychical attacks, but I had solved them quickly. When i realize that i became indifferent to normal think, i can say aggressive in mind, i started thinking - something was wrong with me but i do not want to blame others, all of them human beings, we did it together. Unfortunately i still recognize that non-vegetarian lifestyle is not appropriate for me.
Despite not being a not regular BK follower at the moment, I would like to express my entire support BKWSU. Because of this particular spiritual discovery has brought into my life more positive than negative experience. My life became quite balanced and spiritually comprehensive. Of course, there are plenty unnecessary things and uncertainness. When I read an outstanding Italian psychologist, who dealt with clients from different spiritual backgrounds, i realized that you can be spiritually active and your spiritual experience can be more beneficial, rather than distractive, if you find yourself, know yourself and can apply precisely any certain religion dogma to your personality. Roberto Assagioli. He had clinics for mentally instable patients (after spiritual failure).
My Sister and relatives went to Madhuban to try and understand me. They were very concerned to lose me forever, but nobody said to me a single words about bad or wrongs. Moreover our family relationship became understandable and very positive, the life is turned back again but not completely only a few things have changed because i cannot stop thinking about spirituality, religion and meditation.
Finally, i am free to fly but some time i want to give up everything and go to spiritual life forever. What do you think is it, illness or some type of a psychological instability?
nice to meet all of you. I sincerely apologise for my insufficient English.
This forum is very interesting for me, because I have been attending plenty of different groups, sects and traditions. Eventually i realize that there are some problem everywhere. In some organization there is less negative influence but in some, quite a lot (in the monastery also). Everything depends on personality and practice. But only when i started attending BKWSU, my Sister told to me that i became completely different person, like monk in monastery, but on other hand, my career was going up, my concentration in work and job increased but something broke inside me, maybe age, may by it is, maybe hatha Yoga (the hatha Yoga saved my life), maybe Zen Buddhism. I do know, has anybody had something similar?
I was very addicted to BK but at the same time, i attended a few different group, for someone i was saint man, for others totally monk-like. I have lost jobs but found others more better. I had a huge number of problems, even psychical attacks, but I had solved them quickly. When i realize that i became indifferent to normal think, i can say aggressive in mind, i started thinking - something was wrong with me but i do not want to blame others, all of them human beings, we did it together. Unfortunately i still recognize that non-vegetarian lifestyle is not appropriate for me.
Despite not being a not regular BK follower at the moment, I would like to express my entire support BKWSU. Because of this particular spiritual discovery has brought into my life more positive than negative experience. My life became quite balanced and spiritually comprehensive. Of course, there are plenty unnecessary things and uncertainness. When I read an outstanding Italian psychologist, who dealt with clients from different spiritual backgrounds, i realized that you can be spiritually active and your spiritual experience can be more beneficial, rather than distractive, if you find yourself, know yourself and can apply precisely any certain religion dogma to your personality. Roberto Assagioli. He had clinics for mentally instable patients (after spiritual failure).
My Sister and relatives went to Madhuban to try and understand me. They were very concerned to lose me forever, but nobody said to me a single words about bad or wrongs. Moreover our family relationship became understandable and very positive, the life is turned back again but not completely only a few things have changed because i cannot stop thinking about spirituality, religion and meditation.
Finally, i am free to fly but some time i want to give up everything and go to spiritual life forever. What do you think is it, illness or some type of a psychological instability?