I have trawled this site for information for a while now. Some of what I learned has surprised me, some has not. I was not aware of the full BK belief system. I had had the pieces put to me over many years but never managed to put it all together. A very good friend of mine is a BK. And, from what I've read on this website, quite an easy going BK. I believe that I was targeted as having potential to be a follower. In my youth, I mistook spiritualism for philosophy and I engaged in a few conversations, none of which made sense to me. I managed to reason my way through it and, now, my rational mind is suitably able to easily dismiss strong assertions about; onions, garlic, the age of the Earth, evolution etc.
I saw past the religious mumbo-jumbo and the end of the world stories that have been imminent for the last twenty years because, basically, he is a really good guy and we share interests in all the good stuff in life; cinema, computer games, football and discussion/debate. But, recently, I have been concerned about a few things. The talk is getting more dogmatic. The end of the world is really close now. He has told me that to think things through rationally just gets in the way, I should use my gut instinct - which I interpreted as meaning that whatever I should do I should stop thinking. Recently, we had a conversation along the lines of 'what would eternity look like?' Which is just absurd.
This re-enforcement of opinion has coincided with him becoming more active because he has introduced another friend, who has gone through their brain washing initiation, and has had a trip to India to the 'university' to have their independence removed. Suddenly, I find myself in a bit of a conundrum. I have no problem with people believing whatever they want to believe. Quite often I bite my tongue when he makes a belief re-enforcing statement such as, 'how old is this body now?' But I feel now, that by introducing someone else to the 'university', it is starting to affect other people. I am also wary of the fact that I was identified as a young teenager and am worried that this may happen again. Especially with the whole vilification of close family thing.
At what point do I say something to him? I feel I want to say that what he has done to his friend is wrong and that if he is going to commit to farm for potential followers that I will have to do something. I still feel that he may hold out hope that I can be salvaged but if I have this conversation his attitude could change towards me. I am sure if I did say something he would turn it into some sort of proof that the end of the world is nigh, people are choosing their sides ready for the final solution.
I saw past the religious mumbo-jumbo and the end of the world stories that have been imminent for the last twenty years because, basically, he is a really good guy and we share interests in all the good stuff in life; cinema, computer games, football and discussion/debate. But, recently, I have been concerned about a few things. The talk is getting more dogmatic. The end of the world is really close now. He has told me that to think things through rationally just gets in the way, I should use my gut instinct - which I interpreted as meaning that whatever I should do I should stop thinking. Recently, we had a conversation along the lines of 'what would eternity look like?' Which is just absurd.
This re-enforcement of opinion has coincided with him becoming more active because he has introduced another friend, who has gone through their brain washing initiation, and has had a trip to India to the 'university' to have their independence removed. Suddenly, I find myself in a bit of a conundrum. I have no problem with people believing whatever they want to believe. Quite often I bite my tongue when he makes a belief re-enforcing statement such as, 'how old is this body now?' But I feel now, that by introducing someone else to the 'university', it is starting to affect other people. I am also wary of the fact that I was identified as a young teenager and am worried that this may happen again. Especially with the whole vilification of close family thing.
At what point do I say something to him? I feel I want to say that what he has done to his friend is wrong and that if he is going to commit to farm for potential followers that I will have to do something. I still feel that he may hold out hope that I can be salvaged but if I have this conversation his attitude could change towards me. I am sure if I did say something he would turn it into some sort of proof that the end of the world is nigh, people are choosing their sides ready for the final solution.