21 Mar 2007
Dear Brother ex-l,
You don’t “speak”…you “talk”. See...believe and understand is the same if you don’t understand you don’t believe, but just belief does not make the real thing real. Try. Belive something to make it real it won’t work. We understand because it enters the mind like this. Then believe is in the practical that we act according to that, we live like this, it becomes constant. We don’t fly in the clouds of some imaginations like you fly. Some spooks, clocks etc. This is like imagination. What proof do you need. Some document or what? Stamp, signature. What kind of proof. You rely on pure logic so calculate. You think we can become knowledgefull with grasping all The Knowledge in the world. We understand that we can become knowledgefull by grasping The Knowledge only from one, because for us only one is knowledgefull, and this is only god. However, emotions, logic, history, science, astrology should also be able to prove this. So google search, find the polulation rate, prepare a complicated formula to measure the uneven expansion of polulation, the geomethric progression, then see, how old is humanity. You should not lose so much time. Just see in the last 50 years how much, how many times we have increased in population, then judge. Sciense speaks for hundredreds of thousands of years. Baba via Virendra Dev Dixit says they have invented the think with the 840000 species that the soul enters so that no one can ask them. None can know the history of so many births. 84 births is easy.
Then why cycle…this is only the expression of eternity. By thinking in linear or spiral way the mind cannot churn and gets lost.
The time moves, and we sense it whilst we are in the body. We leave the body and there is a catastrophe, an amnesia, then everything starts from anew. However the world may be already old, like we get rebirth, but for us it is a new birth. Now our aim is to stay firm. If it is the end of time to see with these eyes what comes after the end. Spring also does not come in a second, slowly it becomes wormer etc. Day does not come in a second slowly the sun appears on the horizon, here it is a matter of Sun of Knowledge, day of knowledge, so it is a matter of understanding it happens slowly, destruction does not happen in a second, establishment does not happen in a second. Then it is said that our study is of just a second. What happens in a second is our understanding it changes. Something happens. We walk and we bump. Like the summer also comes in exact date, the new year on exact date, the new date in exact second, the same way our new personality comes in one second, like a new birth, spiritual birth. We forget the old etc.
It is not good to close your eyes in disbelief; it is like an ostrich bird. Whether you believe or not, if The Cycle is a cycle it will not ask you. If you don’t believe from within and you continue to look and search, if it does not satisfy you, yes…you should go here and there and you’ll find. Some day each one will find peace and happiness and rest, why not. He will find his own truth, his own Baba. At the end we may come to something extremely simple like I’m a soul a point of light, but there is a hard work of search and doubt.
The matter if destruction stares at us or not also does not need many proofs.
If you can remember like you can remember your childhood, such a time when there used to be things for which science does not have proofs or have proofs for opposite things. Whom will you believe your own internal self or external science.